You think the market is against you.

It’s not.
That’s the problem.
There’s no opponent.
No intention.
Just probability moving through time.
But your brain can’t accept randomness, so it invents meaning:
“This shouldn’t have happened.”
“I was right.”
“It reversed because of me.”
No.
You entered a system that doesn’t know you exist.
And until you emotionally accept that, you will keep trying to negotiate with something that cannot hear you.